Badlaw

its been more then two years i have started writing blogs... but after 5 postes i stoped...

harivansh rai bachhan ki ek kavita ki tarah,...

jeevan ki aapadhapi mein kab waqt mila kuchh der kahi par baith kabhi ye soch saku... jo kiya , kaha maine usmein kya bura bhala.....

bas isi tarah se kho sa gaya tha main.. achanak ek dost se mila to ahsaas hua ki ab bhi to raat bhar jaagta hu main... ab bhi to chand ki roshni mein likhna achha lagta hai, ab bhi sitaro ko ek tak dekh kar khud hi palkein nam karna achha lagta hai..

aaj bhi to main vahi hu, tum vahi ho, duniya vahi hai.....

kuchh bhi to nahi badla... na gadiyo ka shor, na chimniyo ka dhua.. na jangal na raste.... bas jaha ped the vaha concrete pada hai... magar jangal ab bhi vahi hai...... shakho ki jagar reling jhoolti hai ab bas....

patto ki jagah iint pathar girtein hain vaha se magar.... hai to ab bhi vahi....

jaise jindagi pathar si ho gayi hai.... zara sa saans lo aur fir khaans do.... kuchh bhi to nahi badla..... na tum na main na ye sheher..... kuchh bhi to nahi badla na ab tak yaha...

frnz regignation

last night was really an earthquacker night.
that was shoking when i saw a big regignation written on my pc screen. that was a long letter considering one of my couleegs regignation as he got a ne job in some rival companey. sounds good if one of us get almost double his sallary than he was gettin with us. well as per his future concern it is a good decesion made but still as if ask me he did a blunder leaving the companey at this stage when acording to top brass he is the very next to get promote.
well leavee apart. that was too shoking to heared about. but if we lookafter the whole case that was trully politics . means maa frnz who were against him a fw days before are now wid him at the time he is leaving the office.
the one who was his best frnd and rival is now not wid him cos he need an apreasel now.
anu is happy afterall and gota new job which is paying him a lot more than what he is getttin.
the world is moving around the sun afterall. as we all are still waiting for the best time to get appraise or to get out of the low sallary package to he higher one.
but still a question is here in bottom ( is it all a cause of politics) or politics is the cause of this all competetion.
we are ready to get the best of our destiny.
we the traniees.

long lasting day

hey welcome back,
wel i aint a devil ok, but wht to do if have an abnormal crush on smbdy who is really needless of me. having her own boyfriend and my very own friend. now please dont ask for the name. but she is the one i could think of the best i could have. well we met 3rd time today nd seems like 300th time . oh i cant even think of those two hours coz i dint remember what we did except seeing her all the time we spent togather. i think i m in love again (may be its some hundreds of time) and may it be the last time (as i think everytime) but really the same moment when srilankians were there under tight security (of militent guns) running to score (their lives) i was in a garden full of dreamyflowers wearing pink top, blue jeans, black sendels, silver moon shapped earrings, skiny pink lipstick, broweny green eyes, black shining hairs, steel bangles, gold ring, and a load of tears covered by a fake smile on face.
no need to say that my friend dodged her this day again as he did for last two times. but this time he dodged me too as both last times i knew if he wont come but this time he bloody cheated me too.
i know he has a new girl now cos he is a boared with her as per his words she want him to get marry ASAP and as i know him he wont get marry this soon.
well, well, well, forget about guys i just m thinking about that pretty face bounding me everywhere. may i can ever tell her what m i exactly thinking about her. what should i do ? please tell me if i should do some thing or what should i.
waitin for a response if you can.
bye take care

CUMIN FROM A MOVIE SESSION

i just came back from v3s fun cinema after wathing a movie with my cousin . the same old bollywood storie in which hero got died, met his grand father and came back in the end of the movie. and surprisingly they named the movie (delhi-6) like we indians specialy delhians are fool. by d way there were maximum 50 people in the hall where we were and i supposed to go because my cousin wants to see that movie and i dammn promised her for that. well in this era when we are about to launch a space shuttale to moon and at the same moment we are fighting on an issue like weather a black monkey is a hindu or a muslim. i mean now in this era oh cumon sir whome you are makong fool of ?
by d way we the delhians are proud to be a citizen of a city which has its unique history of wars and peace. its got raped eleven times in its history of last 1000 years and still young and beautifull. oh i love this place. well as we all do arn't we ?
lalquila to i.t.o via nayi sadak is not enough to see delhi. you must go beyond the limits of searching like delhi is in any of delhians heart and its not all about black monkies or communal rites. its about sentiments, religen, proud to be a delhian as i m.
oh delhi i just m lovin you,
you are the place where life exists,
no matter if one is having money or dont,
no matter if one is havin job atleast.
you are the city to fullfill the hopes.
yoe are like well where one can find everything.
you are the capital, nativeplace of politics.
you are the dreamland for one waiting for destiny.
so many destinies lies in you, as the sky which have that infinity in it.
oh delhi i love you.
GOOD BYE FOR NOW SEE YOU TOMORROW

so here i m after a long long journey from the mouintains of himalya towards the sea touching level of chennai and from the lovely streets of kolkata. from manglore to manipal than to banglore and haydrabad, i have been thru maharashtra and punjab as well as u.p and uttaranchal, oh yes rajasthan also. wherever i go whatever i did i think was definetly to reachup my destiny.
oh m sorry havent told you about my self and in fact its not neccesory coz m not an iim graduate or an iit an i may be a looser for you but in my side of the window you can see me feeling happy yet ashamed for the whole i did wrong, well doesnt matters to me cos i know who i m. and yepp. its all about my very first blog writting. i know its 100% ignorable but you wont i know it. still you are tryin to finding some sense between sentenses . m sorry i cant help you.
may be you like my new poem or some lines written the train girl
i just m thinking please dont get me wrong
m thinking about that train girl, who sat next to me
like a tree who grews dry, havin a black hole in her eye.
moving her head uselessly..................................................
unpredictable everymoment she was like dying.
A bit of laughing & suddenly cry, just tried to smile but lips got dry
May be she was a princess or an underdog,
May be she knew who she was may be she dont,
Some body said just leave her alone, somebody said oh god lets cure.
i also was there & saw the whole but i was helpless as she was
one of them declaired she was mad another said she was drug addict
but no one asked her what she accept.
May be she was an angel came to earth and just dropped by...........
May be she was a fairy but possibly unwanted, JUST FORGET HER
WHY TO CARE? BUT i cant stop her coming in my thoughts since night.
I m helpless like her.
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