long lasting day

hey welcome back,
wel i aint a devil ok, but wht to do if have an abnormal crush on smbdy who is really needless of me. having her own boyfriend and my very own friend. now please dont ask for the name. but she is the one i could think of the best i could have. well we met 3rd time today nd seems like 300th time . oh i cant even think of those two hours coz i dint remember what we did except seeing her all the time we spent togather. i think i m in love again (may be its some hundreds of time) and may it be the last time (as i think everytime) but really the same moment when srilankians were there under tight security (of militent guns) running to score (their lives) i was in a garden full of dreamyflowers wearing pink top, blue jeans, black sendels, silver moon shapped earrings, skiny pink lipstick, broweny green eyes, black shining hairs, steel bangles, gold ring, and a load of tears covered by a fake smile on face.
no need to say that my friend dodged her this day again as he did for last two times. but this time he dodged me too as both last times i knew if he wont come but this time he bloody cheated me too.
i know he has a new girl now cos he is a boared with her as per his words she want him to get marry ASAP and as i know him he wont get marry this soon.
well, well, well, forget about guys i just m thinking about that pretty face bounding me everywhere. may i can ever tell her what m i exactly thinking about her. what should i do ? please tell me if i should do some thing or what should i.
waitin for a response if you can.
bye take care